The Idea of having HPV/ Genital Warts really depresses me. Should I get all bent out of shape about it?

I had uprotected sex back in May, and I did get an STD but I had it takin care of right away. Now we are getting into November and ive noticed tiny little red bumps on the base of my penis. I didnt think anything of it until recently. They dont hurt or itch, and Ithought that they might be a pimple and I managed to pop one, and it bled of course. Now I am getting all bent out of shape that these could be Genital Warts. I dont want to jump to conclusions or seem negative about it, but the position that they are at, and the way they look really makes me feel like I should just accept that these are Genital Warts. Is there a posibility that im wrong? And I am going to a clinic, but I want some opinions and advice first from people who have experience with this. And if these due turn out to be Warts from HPV, should I be devastated? I mean I know that HPV cant be cured as of yet, but it can be treated. But im so heartbroken that im goint to have it for the rest of my life, if I have it.
Should I feel embarassed and alienated from everybody? And I was soo depressed by this, that I actually for a little while lost my will to live. Am I over reacting? Should I feel like a freak? Will anybody ever want to be with me again? i feel so self conscious and hopeless. like this is going to change my life for the worse forever.